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He is my stronghold - don't be shakel-motto of my life.

(Isaian 54:11) " O thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted" - this short words describe all my life, all my experience, all my feeling...
I was born in big family where hard work and life difficulty like hammer between anvil make in me one whole - firm spirit and steady character.
Past not easy childhood leaves in me cold hunger and exhausted work in collective farm Youth age also leaves scar on the heart. Between crafly smiles and sweet words pass my young year. My soul wanted hide from terrible reality that rotten system relation with people.
Burnt with wind hard work-days, beat with rock of slyness and hypocricy, gradual despond i, that are fair and honest people on this sinful land. And then, when seems cant live further, cant stand pressure of communis-social regime, i meet Jesus Christ - my Save. He reach His hand and tear out from daily chaos and fear, give hope in better life with Him give a "new heart". i cant forget this meeting. Jesus forever become hero of my life.
I see Him steadfast cliff in stormy sea
"He is my stronghold - don't be shakel" - motto of my life.
Jesus was make His work in my heart to do something for Him, something more, not only go to church, and dont do sins.
Why? Because, Jesus give me eternal life by His death, when I was sinner.
From young year i feel sympathize to old people when i see they trouble, special to women... not one or two old women i take care, to death, totally don't know what work is wait for me. I liked this work my heart was open to care about ill or clean the dead person. When i came to Lord ( i was 29) understand this love to old people Lord give to my heart , the New Testament write:"for it is God who is at work in you both to will and to work for His good pleasure" (Philippians 2:13)
" Life is going - come to end" but wish work for old people grow and grow. And in one summer evening come idea: "I must build house for old people".
That night i don't sleep, next too, this continue some days. Husband was at the work in different city, children was little, i wanted to share my idea with somebody, and i pray, and tell my plan to God. When my husband come from work i tell him my plan, and he support me and work is begin.
At that time we have buy house on outlying districts for our older son. We owe 400 USA, when we start reconstruct and make some bedroom The money for building make husband working in Moscow, but big work did my not little family. I tell to relatives my plans, and by this people God did His work.
Particular place take event when my young brother Vyacheslav be ill on incurable sickness: cancer a blind bowels. Doctors cant help, but God has His plans. I remember he sists near oven, he was pale exhausted with illness (he was 33) and listen my plans and wishes, he said: " If God give me back health in His glory, i will build this house". At that moment he cant hold a loat of bread. And God done His work, illness go away. He was thankfull God for kindness, and help me with work for 3 years.
With similar miraculous we build the house, of course there was many problems and tears but, God make us close to Him by problems.
At 03.01.2003 years we register like "House of mercy-1" for old also miserable layer population, 15.09.2009 year-filial "House of mercy-2".
At this moment when the worst all in the back, thank God, that entrust me to do this work and give me strength to walk by so much scandal, menace and columny.
For 6 ears of our activity through "House of mercy" went 100 people, 33 died. At this moment in two hostel lives 31 people, 14 - are people who cant walk.
Also, we have people with birth defect, blind, deaf, voice less, deaf - mute, with out ending and other...
Every year someone died, comes time and i will died. And there ... there in eternity glory I many of them i will met, but all will be healthy.